Death and Changes

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Oh that Death card can be SO challenging. Even when it comes at your own hand, change is SO difficult. Sometimes, we don’t WANNA leave the comfort of what we know, even if it’s untenable. Even if you’ve done all the work the Temperance cards demonstrates: Work on your insides, your soul, your mind, your body. Work on balance and love and patience and stability. It’s a fabulous thing, this change, and it brings such beauty and intelligence, leaving you free and clear to move forward and live your best life through your highest value. You have SO MUCH potential.
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But right now? This morning? At 8am on a Thursday, even after I’ve had my coffee? I don’t CARE that I have potential. I don’t CARE that I’m moving toward a better future. I’m just DONE with change. Can’t I be done with change?
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I don’t feel that way, not really. I mean, I do, but in a superficial way. Deep down, this is a beautiful transformational period in my life. It’s just SO HARD sometimes to go through the fire and flames and death and decay and change. Amirite?!
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Okay, temper tantrum over. Let the change continue.